The fact that I am going to undergo minor surgery next Monday after having an ultrasound scan this evening with mommy scares my hell out because I'm such a chickenheart as dealing with both physical and mental pains since birth.
If only I could be as half brave as how I would be back to my childhood. The more I grow, the more I'm all aware of the exact pains each time I'm confronted them despite myself and of course it leads to my dreadful obsession with what may hurt me even in the least.
Perhaps some pains ain't that terrible but "mental illness" does matter in this case and drives the pains more awful than they should be... Yeah, I'm the source of problems :'( Anw, fighting Hallie :(( Everything is gonna be okay...
Speaking of fighting, I had a serious quarrel with bf this afternoon again =.= What a day!!!
*sigh*
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