I have caught a chill and suffered the dreadful combination of nasal congestion and a splitting headache since yesterday, causing me feel pretty much uneasy and exhausted but my bf still seems to get pissed off and untroubled of talking to ask if I am all right today.
Since we are in a relationship, I figure I wouldn't have written anything on the blog for he must be the one that I'll come as things go wrong in my life, unfortunately I am eventually on my own fighting for disordered emotions, troubles and even sickness as usual.
The atmosphere between us was awfully tense last night after a serious quarrel, I felt so headache that I could possibly answer nothing but remaining my silence, bidding him good night and hanging up the phone. If only he could text me a message this morning for my current health assurance :)
There is no difference between me before and after in a relationship :)) How bitter it is! I'm quite disappointed and hopeless at awaiting a person who would take care of me, comfort me and always concern me as his whole world. I'd rather learn how to stand on my own feet, love and treat myself the best because none of people but parents will unconditionally love me no matter what.
My throat is sore now and nose is stuffed up...Br, this state is bloody unpleasant *frown* I gotta take a rest rite now for recovering as soon as possible.
Gosh, bless me!
Hal
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