Okay, my excuse for another hiatus :') Virtually recent nights are all devoted to dates with either my boyfriend or Kat, otherwise talking to best male friends via skype or viber. Writing is no longer my daily habit as it used to be when I was single because there is someone for me patiently listening to everything about my life, feeling the dept of my emotions and also becoming the source of my happiness always at the present which triggers my loss of motive for pouring my thoughts out on blog.
Last night, we in hands walked along on the beach, discussing whether the idea of leaving this country to settle down in Europe still remained in my mind once I had already got someone I loved that was him. I could possibly feel the urge to clasp my fingers into his tightly to let him know that I would never wish to leave him behind, chasing my dream and just keeping on the path I had chosen in selfishness without the least notions of how much his love was for me. Yet silence was my answer inasmuch as I barely figured out which was more important to me at that time.
It has been a freaking long journey of my lifetime waiting for a miracle that has its own way incredibly to kick my ass to Europe since I'm longing for the time so long until I encounter him and happen to love the man this much. A part of me always yearns for the day I achieve my long-life dream while another runs straight to him which is holding me back into his arm, giving me every right reason to pursue the genuine value of life that is happiness existing merely around him.
The more I'm with him, the more my love grows in an unpredictable way although most of the time together we usually stay quiet with me being hold in his warm embrace on the sand, feeling the peace very near :') Each time when my moods turn blue and depressing, things would become relived and balanced with mere a little hug from him. Well, so cheesy ah~
By the way, I'm on the first pages of the book "The Kite Runner" by Khaled Hosseini. The book was quite appeal to me at first due to the plot regarding childhood memories of the author (?). After the book "How to kill a mocking bird", I tend to prefer stories referring to childhood to romance genre for I have already possessed a love story for my own :)
Honestly there is nothing new or special to update lately out of the fact that I'm blissfully in love with a nice guy and having good friends who are always there for me when I'm in need. I'm more than enough :x Nothing to complain or feel low lolz~
Just bought a lip balm labello and a pair of slip-on shoes today :)) My budget is running out but I'd better enjoy this life to the fullest rather than saving up money until the day I pass away without spending a penny in my pocket. It would suck!
That's all for today. Time to have a night read now!
Love,
Hal
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