See my friends off

It didn't take long for my tears to flow as soon as I came back home, heading into my bedroom after seeing my friends to the coach to HCMC. My heart is weightened and tiring for suffering a lot of annoying and disgusting matters these days with the person who only makes me pissed off and nearly exploded by what she has done to me.

My kindness seems so overwhelming that any one take it as an evident truth, thus nobody truly cares of my feelings :) Right the moment, I wish I could call someone to pour all the burden in my heart on and get more supports to help me relieved a bit, though I eventually found myself still being all alone through years no matter how many friends I might possess.

I'm soaked now after taking each of my friends to the coach station since it was too late to wait for a cab in such a super gloomy rainy weather. My head is ache. Eyes are painful and blurry by tears. Heart is tiring...

What's my fault? Is it my kindness so much that people think I'm stupid?

God, I'm sick of being a superman to everyone! It's tough and weary...Please, I wanna be an ordinary girl on the Earth and I do need a hero for me! I hate to be used as a tool for someone's purposes. It's cruel.

Need more time to rest!

Peace,

Hal