Indeed, I'm in the crisis of feeling even though none of the tragedies of which I'm confronted is mine. When my best friends are in affliction, it is impossible for me to sense any kind of easy and relieved state of mind because I do love them and indeed care for them.
I have no mood to blog, study, sleep or focus on my daily routine as usual. Just anxiety and the feeling of being so fucking useless came over me, broke me down and made me look guilty for not being able to help them better but words.
What should I do to take care of them while we are seperated by the distance of geography and the difference of time zone?
Some people might suppose that I'm such an idiot who always seems to care of others too much to spend a little time for myself. But what's wrong with it? A friend indeed is a friend in need.
A smile of my friend might light up the doom day here no matter how far he/she stay away from me. And I truly appreciate and cherish them much much more than the damn so-called friends near me - those who constantly intend to take advantages of me anytime.
Pissed off with many irresponsible and judgmental classmates, I decided to deactivate my facebook and moved to another new one named Emily Thorne. This new fb has filtered a huge amount of so-called friends, aquaintances and strangers from my ex fb =))
Well, I'm temporarily using new ID for some reasons and in order to calm my mind for a while, spend time with my real friends and take care of the serious dramas lately. No matter what others advise me to stop getting so involved in my best friends' matters, they need me and yup I will never leave them alone in this case though.
Be strong, guys! Tomorrow is going to be another, I promise, I will company with you all from this path :) Because you are always my true friends and I LOVE YOU!
With love,
Hal
Aucun commentaire:
Enregistrer un commentaire