Congrats, me!

This pain is real... though suddenly I feel like today was the best day of five recent years :) I've eventually been able to give in and move on my life without Willian.

For six passing months, I rarely dared to recall his name because I was afraid that it would hurt me like hell. But it didn't mean that I could overcome and forget him completely. It was all my fault and yup, it was me who chose to leave him.

I'd rather get hurt once and for good than suffer the pain all the time. I won't regret for at least I really wanted to do it at that time. This thing is tearing me down since I've been dealing with many problems at school and in my family. My head has nearly been exploded for getting so damn stressed that I tend to collapse right away after finishing them all, then I...I really don't know how I should feel right now. It's like I don't feel anything...not really numb but it's kinda weird. Like I don't regret leaving such a person like him.

Well, I dunno...but I can't cry or react any kind of emotions because it's beyond my pains already. I totally feel calm and relieved...after 5 years of enduring such a long distant relationship like this. 

No more pains. No more tears. Enough :') Thanks!

Congratulation!!

Bless me,

Hal