The first days of October came with no luck at all, but this month turned out brighter than the last one because I've finally learned how to smile sorrows and grieves away no matter what.
The images of him, his smile and facial expression, still come to flood over me each night that makes me suffer and hardly feel delighted like the way I struggle to maintain a poker face during daytime.
I miss him. I really do. But I must admit the truth that I let him go permanently, so please learn to deal with it and don't complain. It's my fault.
Let bygones be bygones! Just like the last September has gone and here comes October...
*phew* I could smell the scent of winter right here. Honestly there is nothing called winter in the Southern of Vietnam but a couple typical kinds of season - dry and wet one.
It disappoints me when I have not ever taken the chance to experience sufficient four seasons like my friends who are studying in other countries do.
Especially, I'm dreaming of a white Christmas in Paris with the one I love most once in my life. But it sounds pretty fictitious, eh?! Who cares :p
Grr....I detest rain >.< You know, I hate the disgusting feeling as I gotta put on a raincoat if wish to transfer on the streets under this kind of weather. Otherwise, I'd get wet and then sure enough catch a cold as a damn consequence.
Anyway, I'm stepping closer into the first stage of twenties :') At the end of this month is my b-day :p hihi
Hence, God please bless me!
Love,
xoxo
Hal
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