It's a bloody gloomy day!!!

So damn crazy and busy these days that I'm unable to catch for an hour to open my lappie to write diary or something. 

Met and talked to nice and pretty people from other countries in the world except Russian *sigh* 

My city is wrapped by Russian everywhere from restaurants to hotels, from cars to stores. And I'm sick of dealing with them for I don't know Russian to communicate, they even speak very little English that causes us to get some troubles with language barrier.

After all, I keep learning French no matter how many Russian customers come and mess up my mind day by day for I'm not gonna stay in Nha Trang for the rest of my life.

If I move to Swiss, who on earth I'd be able to speak Russian?!

Another lesson to learn...

Frankly, I often wonder whether or not I'm not good enough to others and consider the reason how could girls seem to bite my ass after good things that I've done for them.

Merde!!!

Furthermore I've even forgot myself to help and save them many times as if I were a staff at S.O.S station. Well, I reckon I'm good enough. There is nothing that makes me shame for whatever I've done and treated people.

How come she treat me this way? Why? Just girls? To people whom I used to be so good that I find myself being bloody stupid and fucking crazy sometimes?

I used my heart to treat them *laugh* Lies and betrayals are exactly what I'm paid back :')

Every now and then I wonder how many friends are truly good ones to me? I mean girls. Because almost best friends that I've got are just guys: my brothers, buddies. Apart from some little girls far away, no one here is my "friend" without taking benefits from me.

C'est la vie!!!

I think for them. Who will think for me?

You can't love someone if you don't love yourself.

It ain't necessary to get pissed off or give her a damn shit for she's not worth. And I'm too busy to take time for emotions :))

Stay cool and think white, eh?! Whatever.

After now, don't call "Hallie Hallie...help me" again coz I'm absolutely an angel nor superman for anyone who means a big zero to my heart. Need to filter friends asap :p

Got in a motorbike accident on the way home after watching cinema with my buddy. Actually I'd lost Cielle key, then the buddy drove me back home to grab secour key by...bicycle. 

However, when we got there, I'd suddenly forgot my ticket at home and he must repeat his duty twice. And the final round for me to get home officially, the accident occurred =))) 

I'm rubbing bear gall on my wounds atm. Hopefully they wouldn't leave scars :((( Fucking awful day!!!

Gotta sleep right away to work early tmr morning. Should I try PR field???

:))

Nite,

Hal