vendredi, mai 21, 2021

Complain a bit 21.05


I wonder how I wonder why?

Huhu I wanna complain a bit for…fun =))

*My house was out of water for three days. Yes three days. I repeat. THREE DAYS during this scorching hot weather.

*My salary is running out every soon due to one phone for me, another one for my dad last night and Refa Caxa (I love itttt!!!!!) on sales at the present and…The laptop scared my hell out one day before when it didn’t work at all. I doubted it was mad at me because I bought a new phone, not a new lappie. Baby, please forgive this mom! I could afford anymore and I know you love me too…Stay with my longer

*I prepared a lot of food to make vegetarian noodle bowl with Sevily (what kind of name is this?? =.=) but “Oh yeah” this plan has been delayed for seven times due to so many incidents that I started to doubt if it was like a challenge to make the plan come true. I’m indeed worried about all the food in the fridge.

*Oh well, it was supposed to be back to normal today. Finally I could spend one day at home and enjoy my beloved home-time but the internet in my building was suddenly cut off.

I was speechless to describe my feelings at the moment since it happened a few times whenever we had the plan to call and got ready for it. I guess I should forget about this “online date” before another challenge may come again.

After opening this group, I have a few sweet and lovely friends who makes my life alone here without hubby become less meaningless and lonely. Don’t get me wrong! I’m not such a kind of girl who would like to be surrounded by someone all the time. Sometimes I just wanna throw everything behind and stay calm in my own comfort zone to practice nianfo or write “Pureland” sutra :’)

If there is one word I can describe my life right now, it shall be “content” :’D

I’m grateful for everything life brings to me even something nice and something not nice. Above all, the most important thing is my improved inner self thanks to Buddhism and His teachings that inspired and encouraged me a lot on this path.

Update a bit. Complain a bit. But fun lah~

Hal


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