Okay, no lame excuse for my hiatus but good news, I’m finally back to whom I am and keep on with my lifetime hobbies which is writing blog as known as an online journal if you may call.
The office job is fucking bullshit and it never makes me feel happy in the least out of the mere reason to stick my ass in a cool-aired room and look like much better than those who are working outside.
Working 8 hours in front of a screen is not a nice thing to do. I have to spend hours, literally almost half day I mean, for the resort without even realizing that I have lost quality time for myself. Instead of nourishing my soul by reading and writing something positive to recharge the energy that I had wasted for the whole day as the way I used to do in the former time, all I can do now is just attempting to spare as more hours as possible to lay my back in bed and rest right away as I come home because my brain is drained and my body is exhausted after such a long day in company along with hours of transferring by minibus and boat.
At times I come up with the idea of quitting this job and chasing my true dream, though when I think about my family condition and budget, my love for them wins over everything. I accepted to continue with this unwanted job because of this current abundant life with which my parents are so much content. Life is not easy at all!
Speaking of my relationship, there is nothing as harmony between bf and me. The more we talk to each other on the phone, the more we start to fight for nonsense due to the pressure that we are bearing. Sometimes it drives me so crazy that I have decided to break up without much thought. It was my fault to behave in such the horrible manner and thanks to his patience, we are still together so far :’) He is going home at the weekend from Hue city to greet the Tet holiday with me ^^
I shall reconsider my current job after Tet holiday. And for now, just be delightful and excited for the upcoming holiday!!!
Love,
Hal
PS: My beloved colleague has got pregnant :x so so happy for her!!!
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