I don't believe in true love

 

Hahaha The thing is that all of my close friends have already got lovers except me. Today I hung out together with Slaue around the city and heard various love stories about some close friends of us in HCMC. Among of them, there were a few ones who once crushed on me...yep, they all have girlfriends now.

 

Not out of my prediction, the guys that would chase me, love me, confess me their love and get refused by me are leading a better life at the present while I'm still being left on the shelf lolz~ just kidding! There are still some guys coming to flirt with me then leaving through lack of patience.

 

It's not because I'm horribly picky or demand too many high qualities from a person if he would like to become my boyfriend. Just because I've been loving someone whose heart does not belong to me, or at least it's what I assume. And a long distance relationship seems to be such a big gap between us no matter how much we attempted to connect to each other regardless of geography and time.

 

Out of sight, out of mind. Sometimes the sense of being all alone in holiday drives me crazy since none of my close friends in love are capable of spending time with me. I obviously understand them and learn to take it as a part of my usual life. Thus it is not surprising if you see me walking alone on the streets with a smile on special days such as Christmas, Valentine, Tet holiday.

 

Little by little, my heart is getting tougher and more untouchable so that I cannot trust and love anyone  again. Besides, my brothers and best friends (all of them are male) taught and showed me true colours of guys so well which made me no longer believe any guy's sweet words while flirting with me. Thanks :)) I mean I won't be caught in anyone's trap because I'm not such a gullible and ignorant girl like before. It resembles the fact that I must remain a life of celibate further than my peers in the future.

 

At the end of year, I'm going to attend a friend's wedding ceremony :3 Sounds weird for I've really not yet recognized how mature I am...haha

 

Valentine is coming soon but I feel so blank. Yup, this Valentine is our (will's and mine) 6th anniversary but it's over ^^~ I should not live in the past, should I?!

 

The single life seems to agree with me :p I've actually forgot how to be a girl friend...it's hard. But I'm fine now as I don't have one but own many lolz~

 

Two hares run after me, though I posses neither :))

 

Love? What is it? Is it a form of paying back what I did in a previous incarnation? I can't believe in love again :D If someday I meet someone who would be able to build my faith again, I'd marry him whether I love him or not...Well, drop it. I won't love again, so just marry and be responsible for a married life. I promise. At least, my marriage would please my parents :p

Good luck with single status!

 

xoxo

 

Hal