Boo boo
miss chu
love chu
hate chu
kill chu
kiss chu
"ấy ấy" chu
=))))
T.T what
yay
got attention from you
how have you been?
Sleepy =;=
Yup, exactly
Will take a nap soon
you suppose to stay away and chat with me!
nuuuuuu
i miss you
miss you a lot :"*
sleep yet?
*heart broken*
*died*
roarrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!
~*~*~*~
I miss this guy. I miss Mike. I miss my best friend. Please wake him up!!!
I don't have too many friends, very few...but they are always real friends to me.
Got a news that Mike passed away for getting frozen in an accident the previous day. I feel numb and speechless. I don't know what to say more abt this. I just feel totally blank and it's like there's a big hole in my heart now. I've not yet come to USA to meet him, give him a big hug and say to him how much I do appreciate our friendship for years. He was so kind, so nice, so gentle, so funny, so so so good to me. He played piano for me. He sung me my favorite songs but I said his voice was completly terrible. He did lots of things to conquer my heart but I neglected. Above all, he was one of the best friend I've ever had.
It's like I was cursed. Anyone who loves me always has to die. My ex boyfriend passed away. Now one of my best friends. Who's next? It would be another tough time for me to overcome. I just hate myself so much. I hate God for always taking the best people from me. What have I done wrongly? Show me and I will fix it at any rate as long as You let them back to me. How come it happen so easily like this? They are good people, never hurt anyone, put others beyond themselves, unconditionally love me and take care of me. What's wrong with them? Why? Why? Why? Why?
There are countless evil people out there. Serial killers, heart breakers, inhuman souls,... Why do their lives last long? Is it right to let them exist in this society? Seriously? Do you mean it? Damn it!!
I'm sorry. I'm overwhelmed. I don't have the right to judge who deserves the death. Just because...I'm sorry. I'm outta my mind. It's not fair. Not fair.
Well, maybe God is justisfied. He gives bad people a second chance to make up for their guilt, use their lives to fix it. And good ones? Ain't they deserve to fly up to heaven sooner than others? Willy or nilly, I must convince myself by this theory.
It's over. Mike won't be there for me again. He won't be able to wait for the change of my heart again. Like Ralph, Mike just left me forever.
I wanna be all alone now. Sorry for not calling someone and breaking into tears as usual. I can't be that weak again before others. It's painful. I'm numb. I don't know what I should do now. Just let tears drop and pick my strength up...
I love you, friend. Sorry for never telling you these words. I do love you as my best friend. It was so lucky to have someone like you by my side all these passing years. You're an amazing friend ever. Not only to me but to all of your friends in Ohio, I can tell.
Wake up, I would like to spend hours to hear you sing despite your awful voice. I swear I won't refuse to be your only audience again. I promise...please, Mike!
Rest in peace.
~*~*~*~
I miss this guy. I miss Mike. I miss my best friend. Please wake him up!!!
I don't have too many friends, very few...but they are always real friends to me.
Got a news that Mike passed away for getting frozen in an accident the previous day. I feel numb and speechless. I don't know what to say more abt this. I just feel totally blank and it's like there's a big hole in my heart now. I've not yet come to USA to meet him, give him a big hug and say to him how much I do appreciate our friendship for years. He was so kind, so nice, so gentle, so funny, so so so good to me. He played piano for me. He sung me my favorite songs but I said his voice was completly terrible. He did lots of things to conquer my heart but I neglected. Above all, he was one of the best friend I've ever had.
It's like I was cursed. Anyone who loves me always has to die. My ex boyfriend passed away. Now one of my best friends. Who's next? It would be another tough time for me to overcome. I just hate myself so much. I hate God for always taking the best people from me. What have I done wrongly? Show me and I will fix it at any rate as long as You let them back to me. How come it happen so easily like this? They are good people, never hurt anyone, put others beyond themselves, unconditionally love me and take care of me. What's wrong with them? Why? Why? Why? Why?
There are countless evil people out there. Serial killers, heart breakers, inhuman souls,... Why do their lives last long? Is it right to let them exist in this society? Seriously? Do you mean it? Damn it!!
I'm sorry. I'm overwhelmed. I don't have the right to judge who deserves the death. Just because...I'm sorry. I'm outta my mind. It's not fair. Not fair.
Well, maybe God is justisfied. He gives bad people a second chance to make up for their guilt, use their lives to fix it. And good ones? Ain't they deserve to fly up to heaven sooner than others? Willy or nilly, I must convince myself by this theory.
It's over. Mike won't be there for me again. He won't be able to wait for the change of my heart again. Like Ralph, Mike just left me forever.
I wanna be all alone now. Sorry for not calling someone and breaking into tears as usual. I can't be that weak again before others. It's painful. I'm numb. I don't know what I should do now. Just let tears drop and pick my strength up...
I love you, friend. Sorry for never telling you these words. I do love you as my best friend. It was so lucky to have someone like you by my side all these passing years. You're an amazing friend ever. Not only to me but to all of your friends in Ohio, I can tell.
Wake up, I would like to spend hours to hear you sing despite your awful voice. I swear I won't refuse to be your only audience again. I promise...please, Mike!
Rest in peace.
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