Monday, August 12th, 2013

Since I got home, I've become too lazy to write any post on this blog. Partly it's because my mind is busy with complicated thoughts and unwritten feelings about him, about our no-named relationship. 

I love him and I know he does. But this is not the right time to set something certain as relationship like others, he has his own world into which I am never allowed to step.

I love this no-named relationship. 

I don't mind if he does not text me always to say something sweet to me.

I don't mind if he shan't call me at all next time.

I don't mind if he treats me as if I'm nothing to him because he throws me into a special no-named piece of heart.

... because he is at the present too busy to pay attention to me. We are actually not ready for a relationship :)

Sometimes I just wonder the hidden reason why he simply left his 4 year effort in MIT and a good job  at Boeing to return to Vietnam that much easily, started over from zero and worked as a businessman. It's not my concern where he would be and what he becomes, yet it bothers me every now and then for I'm not sure whether or not this is his real dream. 

If only I could be together with him, listen to his situation and feelings. Then I'd hold his hand very tight to imply that I support him wholeheartedly no matter how crazy his decision may be.

*sigh* I really miss him!

It's still raining outside :( Aishhhhhh!!!

Okay okay, I'm not gonna be here to type and think lah lah anymore. 

Hey, I'm reading an interesting Chinese novel "Too late to say I love you" :') Yup, this sort of book never attracts him as he's merely fond of reading business books and things I have no idea about them. We're so different in some ways, yet we are still perfect two lah~

Mondays and rainy days always get me down...