I'm back!

Hello my beloved blog,

It was fated for me to come back to this "little house", cherish my memories, thoughts and just write for me-myself-and-I. There were countless times I wanted to delete this blog because somehow when I read a few posts again, I felt ashamed of my past, of my stupid and selfish thoughts and all of my mistakes and felt afraid if someone ever has the chance to dig deeper into my past through these posts, it would become big disadvantages for my current image. *laugh at my face*

Now I realized that although I always seem to be mature and knowledgable about love techniques, psychology, life, marriage, etc. by showing how many posts I can write through thoughts, advice, guidelines, or something. On the surface, I came from a very good intention, just to help the next ones in line to find the true value of themshelves before finding Mr.Right based on what I drew on some conclusions from what I experienced. On a deeper lever, though, after receiving so many thanks and intentions from readers, I felt a little bit flattered and my pride became higher, I don't deny this. Then what happened later? I started to protect my image, my points of view and all in sudden, the target of my writings was no longer for me to express and cherish my thoughts, my feelings but trying to "build up" my virtual images which is so wrong to my previous lifestyle and out of my very first pure intention. I was no different from a pretentious girl who was covered by the "jacket of kindness and scholar".

As my clone facebook was removed, to me it was a sign for me to return back to the core, to who I am and to my inner self again. I shouldn't go around and boast about my "so-called" knowledge anymore. Instead, I shall come back to this blog, to write and nourish my soul in my own way as I used to do. 

These posts should be written first for me-myself-and-I, then for those "passers-by" :) Both must be happy enough.

My English is not as good as it was but I will try my best to bring it back. At least, this is the language that I feel most at ease to write and express my feelings. Hopefully "practise makes perfect" is still correct to me.

Much love,

Hal