Last post of Lunar Year 2018

Dear diary, 

It would be such a shame to me for neglecting this blog that long. I am not going to make an excuse since it also shows the way how much I care less for myself. There is not self-conversation, nourishing my soul and saving my best memories by written anymore. 

On the occasion of the last day of the last lunar month, it is necessary to look back to what I have got throughout 2018:

I turned myself into the best version :) This year was a year with too many ups and downs in life. Sometimes I must struggle all alone, fight alone, suffer alone and get all the whole shits that life could throw at my face, though somehow one way or another, there were always friends or strangers there helping me and lifting me up. Never had before I felt so grateful for the universe this much. Thanks to these obstacles, I started to have more me-time to think, see, feel and realize how life would be.

I encountered the most lovable sisters in the world. We are compatible in any way from perceptions of life to positive energy and kindness. Three of us are so close, so loved and care for one another. We share the same value and always learn to encourage one other to move on and chase our dreams.

I experienced the best blue birthday party in my life. Everything was in blue - my favourite colour. They wore blue shirts and dresses, prepared for me a blue birthday cake, offered me blue gifts and goodies. More especially, I got a bouquet of blue roses from someone I just knew a few weeks ago on my special day.

So many my first times. 

First time I went oversea

First time I was on a plane

First time I came to Singapore

First time I had my holiday for a week (that long)

First time I met him

First time I was brought to the highest place of the city and confessed lol

First time I experienced so many delicious Chinese dishes

First time I experienced MRT

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Last but not least, I'm falling in love with someone who is out of my expectation :) 

Of course, this year was also filled with tears, loss, pains and bad memories. Although I couldn't count how many times I have cried during this year, as long as God returns me with great experience and lovable sisters at the end of year, it must be enough for me to be deeply grateful for this life anyhow.

Officially say goodbye to 2018! I don't wish or ask God for more. I'm willing to embrace what He would grant me either good or bad things, I always believe that there is a reason for each event of my life >.^

Best of luck to everyone!

Tonight, I will see the New Year in with my beloved one xD 

Hal